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Standing outside Looking in At the bright cheery faces Standing outside Alone In the cold Waiting to go in But not belonging Bitter and resentful Going through your life Becoming more and more worked up Not feeling like you belong Hating that feeling Loathing that you're feeling Anything at all Raised as a child to be independent To always stand alone Not needing anyone But always wanting them anyway A small part cries out Against the injustice Against the hate Against the world But will you cry with that part? And fix what is broken Or will you throw yourself away? To grow old Become hateful And hated Destined t

Haze of Hate That condescending smirk That self satisfied smile You think the worlds at your fingertips The people your toys A haze of hate Clouding everything Your stupid expectations why don't you know anything? Half suppressed sighs And whispered conversations Head floating in the clouds Where is your revelation? You speak as if to a child Drowning in your self Spreading rumors, spreading lies You put your brain on the shelf Always complaining Never ceasing to talk Assuming people care But you will never walk the walk Gossiping uncontrollably But nobody should care Then turning on those who listen Friends of it's b

The Black Wave Fear, Rolling my stomach As I watch It approach. The great black wave… Nothing can stop it. Darkness, White caps the wave. Fear overrides all, Leaving nothing behind But Black. The Dark Wave Churns with darker shadows. Never stopping, Closed eyes won't banish The shadow. You open your eyes, Expecting horrifying black, It was but a dream.